Confiar…

Una mirada fue suficiente para atraparnos. En la soledad de la multitud, nuestros ojos ya cruzaban deseos y anhelos. La maquinaria volvió a comenzar, los corazones latian con más fuerza y se agitaban ansiosos por despertar de su letargo. Caminamos unidos, con miedos de caer en la red de la locura, de la tristeza. Me dijistes que nos dieramos una oportunidad, no dudé en hacerlo, aún con el temor revoloteando en mi cabeza. No me arrepiento de habernosla dado, todo lo contrario, cada dia me doy cuenta de lo que me haces sentir, de lo que me das, de todo lo que estoy viviendo en estas últimas cuatro semanas, algo que nunca creí capaz de llegar a alcanzar. Me dijistes que confiara, palabra difícil de asimilar pero que me demuestras. Sin embargo, mi empeño por no querer hacerme daño duda de su existencia. Hay muchas cosas que todavia desconocemos el uno del otro, soy tremenadamente introspectivo y mi mente se vuelve loca ante situaciones que son del todo inherentes a tu forma de ser. Y la confianza no desaparece, pero se vuelve algo más frágil. No quiero que cambies, me gustas tal y como eres. Me dices que yo no estoy vacio. A veces lo preferiria, mis inseguridades son como tormentas de arena, inundan cada rincón de mis pensamientos con molestos granos de arena.

I’ve been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don’t belongStaring through a window
Standing outside, they’re just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I’ll mess it up again

I tripped on my way in
And got kicked outside, everybody saw…

And I know that it’s a wonderful world
But I can’t feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it’s a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you’re here, here with me

Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It’s uncomfortable to see
I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I’d never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won’t I won’t leave you, on your own

But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down…

And I know that it’s a wonderful world
But I can’t feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it’s a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you’re here, here with me

And I wish that I could make it better
I’d give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again

And I know that it’s a wonderful world
But I can’t feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it’s a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you’re here, here with me

And I know that it’s a wonderful world
I can’t feel it right now
I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now
Well I know that it’s a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you’re here, here with me

And I know that it’s a wonderful world
When you’re with me